New candy? Snack? Those little video shorts which interrupt my sci-fi show? Philosophical stance? Exclamatory response to events? New television show? Those little pieces of my memory which seem to be intact?
Everything said Resonates with poetry. Meanings double upon meanings, symbolism wearing various guises. Language delivering beyond expectations. English's beauty.
I wrote it while flying cross-country at which point food and drink became more important. The clock kept ticking. By the time dinner had finished, it was nearly time for bed, and I just plain forgot the poem. (But will he post one tonight?…)
Sing, Muse!
Come, Muse! Grace these cells laden, encumbered, bracken- masked, alone Swing Inspiration's sword, cut these bonds which cruelly imprison. Sing! May these cells quiver for joys just now birthed, for new connections made, for purpose kindled, for feelings restored.
Missing my old choir buddy who died last December. He always, always, stayed deeply involved in life. In his 80’s, having just beat his battle with cancer, he trained for our local crisis hotline and began counseling the suicidal and the abuse victim. Anyway, thought of him today in mass, and this poem began.
November 2025
Why his clarity, his ocular spark, so near does death's shadow creep? Others, with near-dead eyes, long encumbered by that dark shadow, seem to have surrendered. What? Something. That spark, that signal, that engagement. Oddly, we note both say similar words: "I'm ready to die. Take me, any time," but our engaged example has said it all his life.
The Lord will keep your foot from stumbling. —Psalm 121:3a
Simultaneously he believed in volition and predestination. Quoting popular humor he noted, "No single raindrop believes it's responsible for the flood." Ever drops of his life accumulated Submerging possibilities until his life-as-sailing-bark found only one harbor, only one course. "Certainly I could refuse that harbor, this line," he thought while he beat course straight for it.
Joh Brunner’s The Shockwave Rider sought to show a near-future version of what constant change would look like, basing this premise on Alvin Toffler’s non-fictional book, Future Shock. In the process, however, I’ve believed more and more that he foresaw what our society has turned into 50 years since the book was published.
You wrote of youths walking tightropes over alligator pits, spectators screaming, "Fall! Fall!" all for "fun," for 'cash considerations.'
Do you recognize us now, John?
Show after 'reality' show trumpets screaming contestants. We live through damaged people baring their emotional problems all for prize money, that get-out-of-jail-free excuse for any type of boorishness. Inevitably it creeps into our society where it's okay to scream at someone if it's justifiable. John, we discover in your story that everyone breaks down, no one has privacy, that drugs keep us happy, docile, that society breaks into cults curated for profit, that criminals run what seemed to be our government.
We live secret lives hiding behind masks of mutual pleasantries as we walk our dogs, stretch our legs, work quietly in our yards. But these yards keep secrets poorly. They reveal us to our world more clearly than we could ourselves.
Eastward my neighbor's carefully curated lawn, shrubs, flowers give way to substantial but well-contained wildness, trees, vines, anything which chooses to grow there. "He bites off no more than chewable, this one," says his yard. "He values order, beauty, ornamentation. His dogs bark freely—why not? They come when he calls, they serve him. Who needs more?" I cannot see his front yard: perhaps something deeper? I think not; well-maintained in back means more so in front.
Southward lies bare minimum. Years ago, ten or more, she planted irises 'round her mailbox. Nothing else blooms, front or back, which can be seen from street or another's yard. In back lies one small patch of grass, some flowering trees. Hidden deeply in vine-shrouded solitude lurks her tool shed, never visited, never needed. Twice each month she brings in mowers to keep her lawn in check. She limps to deck, to her car. I surmise once someone else lived with her who took more interest.
Northward lies ambition, community, family. Just prior to pandemic's pause, its yard under new management, benches appeared around one fire pit. Party lights dangled between trees, firewood racks popped up along their back fence, which received repairs inside one year. Next they tore off rotten wood, remade their basement, attached two decks amazing for their sturdiness, their beauty. "When Jesus comes back, those decks will still be there," he told me. No lawn appeared in back after previous residents let chained dogs wear it down. Instead, frisbee golf came. Camping gear occupied some space. Everything about it screams "Family! Friends! Comfort!"
Here? Our yard underwent metamorphosis as I allowed 'natural' grass to grow unchecked until I realized its invasive nature. Then, shaggy unkemptness gave way to nothing-but-garden. Its haphazardly located plants reveal how poorly my dreams get realized. Our back yard, torn asunder by summer's torrents, reveals how ill- conceived our landscaper's plans, leaving nothing but soil to wash away...while revealing my trust in what others promise me. Now, unwanted green strangers laugh at me: "Go ahead, pull us up! We have more numbers, more patience than you. We will prevail." And so they shall. My yard says, "Good intentions, poor follow-through. Perhaps some sense of romance."
Green and gold (that’s its name) in our back yard. April 2026.
A funny thing happened when I started writing my poem for today. Halfway through a different poem said, “No, write me instead!”
A true tale….
I once read a book where every distinct idea received its own line, prose as poem, purposefully presenting them in bite-sized pieces.
I remember it because at sixteen years I learned about infinity this way, how one infinity can be bigger than another. Before this, I had thought "Infinity is just Infinity," never dreaming "it" should be "they," never considering they could be quantified (kind of).
"Think of all the numbers on a number line, how they go on to Infinity. Call it Set A. What if we add one to Set A? Call it Set B. Set B must be bigger!"
"Think how a number line goes from Zero to One. If you go halfway from One to Zero, then halfway again, and so on: obviously you'll never get to Zero. It's an Infinity, but... since it's contained between Zero and One, just as obviously it's smaller than the infinities we discussed with Sets A and B."
My mind was blown. No wonder I took psychotropics. What else could I do to fill the spaces it had made?
20/100 I’m writing a poem a day (sometimes two), and now I’m 20% there. It’s causing me to rethink poetry and my approach to it, when and how I’ve written it in the past.
Every major city seems to have a botanical greenhouse where tropical conditions have been created to foster the growth of orchids, bromeliads, and such—or “July” as a resident of the American South might call it. I left just past noon today for a 25-minute sojourn around the neighborhood. When I returned, our weather gauge reported a temperature of 81.1°F and a relative humidity of 88.8% (now registering an even 89.0% 30 minutes later). Lighting was poor: completely overcast, the sun approaching its zenith. That’s okay. My poetry attempts have been poor today, also. This is my second try, the first being filed in the “maybe-it-can-be-saved” bin. This really isn’t poetry, more poetic prose, artfully arranged—unless it’s true what a friend said, that poetry is what I say it is!
Every Southerner learns gradual acceptance of sweat, wears loose garments, overlooks each other's spreading stains. "Only mad dogs" indeed. Why walk now? Surely my Fitbit will multiply steps taken in such weather?
Escaping my climate- controlled cocoon, black-eyed susans cry welcome. They're sprinkled beside rattlesnake master, goldenrod, butterfly weed. Abiding our warmth, humidity humbly, they suggest I follow their lead.
Minutes later brings one patriotically-colored whirligig, neglected, spinning madly with each new breath of hot air, much like my country does these days. Inured to these new great divides, I just see [whirligig; patriotic] as I pass.
One neighbor's mailbox decoration swings madly with each puff of air. Its caretaker keeps it small: Chinese fringe flower usually towers twenty feet.
Where once I wandered scrub woods (leftover nature long subdued), newer years brought townhouses, all units clad in ubiquitous white, (accented with charcoal trim!)
Townhouses get young magnolias, crafted ever-so- perfectly by your local nursery, while everyone else nurtures what such abnormal specimens become.
Headed homeward I give friend Crow midday greetings, reflect upon our tree-bound need for vegetables in front (sunlight dictates placement), admire still-red maple leaves, register my soaked T-shirt: its limit of three-quarters mile, exceeded by my four.